An Inconspicuous Shooting Star

"I will also think, I will also be afraid. I am afraid that if it is over, I will really lose you completely, but standing on the edge of the cliff, I have no second choice, like you said, instead of never seeing you , I choose to take a gamble."

Since hearing the other party's words, Cheng Yan felt like he was floating, floating in the air, unable to step on the ground.

I was excited at first, but it didn't take long for people to go upstairs, my mind was a little calmer, and there was a trace of anxiety in those emotions.

He wasn't afraid that Huo Sheng was impulsive or repented. After all, with his understanding of Huo Sheng, since this person would speak out, he was naturally serious.It's just that he was afraid that he was frozen and stupid, or had a hallucination.

But if there was an auditory hallucination, why did Huo Sheng let him wait here? After he took the things, he went to pick up Huo Xiaoman together. He looked at the pedestrians in the hall and carried the steaming convenience store. Coffee, thinking silently.

This coffee is hot, certainly not a dream.

"Hey." Cheng Yan stared at him for a while, sighed lightly, wondering if he could find someone to check again, but he didn't know how to ask.

"What do you think?" Huo Sheng suddenly appeared behind him at this moment and asked.

"Ah? Nothing." Cheng Yan heard the sound, shook his head quickly, then looked at the time on the phone, and said: "Will you pick up Xiaoman so early?"

"Well," Huo Sheng smiled slightly, and said, "Get in the car before talking." Then he led people to the parking lot.

The parking lot is underground, which is slightly warmer than the wind-filled lobby upstairs.

As soon as the elevator door opened, Cheng Yan didn't feel so cold anymore, and his arms that were clinging to both sides of his body also stretched slightly.

The coffee was hot in his hand, and he shook it for a while, thinking about it, and not drinking it.

Unexpectedly, when he got into the car, Huo Sheng moved naturally to take the cup in his hand, first put it on the shelf in the middle, and then pulled out a gray-black coat from the back seat of the car and stuffed it to him. : "You cover it first, and you will wear it when you get off the car later."

After speaking, he smiled and asked him: "Why don't you drink a little while holding it in your hand, is it because you don't like coffee?"

"No, no," Cheng Yan said in a low voice. He just didn't expect that Huo Sheng directly handed it to him instead of lending him to warm his hands, but letting him drink.

"I’ll just have a drink. I just drove it when I entered the building. I haven’t drunk it yet, so don’t be embarrassed." Huo Sheng smiled when he saw this, then started the car and adjusted the air conditioner up twice , Drove out of the parking lot.

Cheng Yan blushed and picked it up quietly, taking a sip, feeling a little warm.

The side glass of the car window fogged up soon after it came into contact with the outside air. Cheng Yan couldn't see the outside, so he scratched the glass twice and wiped out a small transparent piece.

Huo Sheng held the steering wheel and turned right. He laughed when he saw his little movement.

Hearing the laughter, Cheng Yan glanced at each other a little embarrassedly.After a while, I saw that no one spoke, and saw that the car was about to approach the kindergarten, so I thought about it or spoke up myself.

He said: "What you...what you said today is true?"

"Huh?" Huo Sheng raised the corner of his mouth and glanced at him as if he continued talking.

Cheng Yan explained: "It just feels a bit, um...a bit too sudden. I never thought you would want to be together, and never thought you would resign for this."

"The resignation is something that I thought about for a long time before, not just because of this." Huo Sheng confessed, "It is indeed after consideration, there are certain elements, but it is not the main reason. I also told you before, there are considerations for independence. thing."

He said and laughed twice, "It's just that I wanted to wait for everything to be done with you, and then I would talk to you after you think it through. Today is indeed a bit sudden, but now I want to, It’s also good."

"Well, I was a little surprised." Cheng Yan tried to say, seeing that people didn't hide it, "I actually said that the other day was true. I know that this road is not easy to follow, so... So before, I I have never thought about it..."

To be together, he hesitated for a moment, before swallowing the second half of the sentence.

In fact, this is also true, but it makes people think too much, like others are sentimental.But in the end, he didn't want Huo Sheng to decide to go this way easily, and regret it later. After all, he is different from himself, not because he can't like the opposite sex, and there is also the existence of Huo Xiaoman.

What's more, if after being together, because of these problems, if we separate again, can we still be friends?

The problem is in front of him, but he doesn't know how to talk to the other side.

After the car pulled over for a while, it slowly entered the roadside parking area next to the kindergarten, stopped but did not turn off.

Huo Sheng glanced at the time in the car, a while before Huo Xiaoman left school, turned around, looked at the other person and said, "I know what you think, although I didn't think about it before, you would be like me. Kind of feeling, but after knowing it, I have also thought about this issue carefully and seriously in the past few days."

"If I didn't become friends or didn't know these things, I wouldn't think about it so much." Huo Sheng said, lowered his head and smiled, "But now that I know, I can't pretend to be ignorant. Let you stay by my side like this as a friend and enjoy your good to me."

"Actually, it doesn't matter. I also said that it is all of my own volition. You don't have to worry so much. There are too many things to face, and too...," Cheng Yan took a deep breath and whispered, "Maybe you can't Understand, because you have never been in this circle..."

For a moment, Cheng Yan suddenly thought of Liu Lu's verbal attacks on him, those words, and the tone and look in the eyes when people around them talked about these topics.

"But I know, I don't want to..." He continued: "I don't want Xiaoman to later..."

"Yes," the words were suddenly interrupted, Huo Sheng squeezed his hand, squeezed, and smiled: "It is true that there may be many problems in the future, but...how to put it, these are not your fault. , There’s no need to change my thoughts for prejudice. What’s more, if I just know this, it’s not fair to you to be friends with you as if I don’t know. I don’t want to hurt you, and I don’t want to know your feelings. But did not respond."

"Of course," he continued without waiting for the other person to speak. "If I refuse directly, there will be no such problems. I also...I don't understand, so I'm not talking to you at all these days. When making contact, I was thinking about which one I would prefer to choose from the two."

"As a result, hey, I was also quite surprised as a result. I found that I might... miss you a lot." He smiled: "So I thought about it, I want to try it. Everything has a beginning. I know it's impossible."

Cheng Yan was surprised by these words, his eyes were filled with disbelief, but he couldn't say a word.

"However," he heard Huo Sheng say again before he spoke: "If you don't want to, I won't force it. So I am indeed a bit reckless today, and didn't ask your thoughts carefully, if you..."

No, there really is no reluctance, Cheng Yan immediately replied in a low voice in his heart, but...

It is also true as the other party said, and regardless of whether he has considered the issue of fairness or unfairness, the other party can’t just stop being with other people anymore, just say that by then, can you let go, or Staying beside each other without a trace of extra emotion?Don't think about it, there is a high probability that it can't, and it will eventually return to a stranger.

If so, he thought, it might as well give it a try.If you are not together, you will never see each other again, so instead of imagining the worst possible results, just give it a try.If it really could go on like this...really...

and so……

"I am willing." Cheng Yan looked at each other's eyes and finally said, "I am willing. Although I may not do well in many places, I still want to be with you."

"I am very happy, really," he said, "very happy."

Huo Sheng looked at the people's ears that were gradually reddening, and the eyes glanced to one side, he couldn't help thinking that he had not decided wrong.He smiled softly, raised his hand and stroked the other person's hair, and then somehow, an inexplicable impulse drove him to hug him lightly, and couldn't help but want to really feel the current relationship.

Without thinking, at this moment, the car window was gently snapped twice, making a noise.

When Huo Sheng heard this, his actions stopped. Cheng Yan, who had been immersed in the atmosphere at this time, was also startled and turned his head quickly.

Immediately, I saw the little chubby girl in the arms of the teacher, with one hand on the cold car window glass, grinning like that, and shouting inside with a smile,'Brother.'

Cheng Yan was laughed amused in an instant, and Huo Sheng glanced at it, then shook his head and sighed, thinking, sure enough, the other party thought more comprehensively.

No, the problem will come soon.