After the divorce, the wealthy ex-husband completely lost control

This question has not been examined by Shi Yangzhen.

She is not close to her family, even if it is Shi Lin who loves her relatively much, probably because she knows that she is not her own father since she was a child, plus Shi Lin works outside all year round, and has little contact, she can't be coquettish to her parents like other children, and then curiously ask herself the origin of her name.

"I don't know." Shi Yang replied to him honestly.

She estimated that Fu Jingchuan heard her conversation with Shangguan Linlin, and had questions about the coincidence that she and Shen Yu's initials were both "SY", she actually had such confusion in her heart, I don't know if it was a coincidence or another reason, the dazedness brought by the touch of the hand string hit her heart again, Shi Yang didn't know whether it was Fu Jingchuan's insistence that she was caused by Shen Yu's psychological hints, or the memory lost in the subconscious was at work, and people couldn't help but wonder if they were Shen Yu.

This suspicion has nothing to do with the meaning of Shen Yu to Fu Jingchuan, just confused about who he really is and where he comes from.

Shen Yu's identity is the only time in so many years that it is closest to her true identity.

Shi Yang both wanted to probe and was afraid to probe.

This feeling is very contradictory, on the one hand, she has long been accustomed to the life of the past twenty years, her life circle, family, behavior habits, have been stereotyped, she does not know what the new family looks like, whether it needs to be readjusted, whether she can adapt, will it cause new troubles, she has actually found her comfort zone in the existing life, knows how to make herself better, she does not know after finding her native family, Whether it means to find a new comfort zone again, she even somewhat agrees with Shangguan Linlin's point of view, she is now living well, and has found a new center of gravity in life, there is no need to break the existing life balance and change the status quo.

But on the one hand, when she is alone in the dead of night, she occasionally can't help but fantasize about what her family is like, and longs for herself to be like ordinary people, have parents and brothers and sisters who hurt herself, and have a warm family environment.

For Fu Jingchuan, she has the same contradiction.

She didn't have Shen Yu's memory, even if she was really Shen Yu, she couldn't equate herself with Shen Yu, and she didn't know what kind of mood to face Fu Jingchuan.

For Fu Jingchuan, Shi Yang has never been important, what matters is the Shen Yu with whom he has childhood memories.

He can change his attitude towards her because she is Shen Yu, but he will never look at her differently because she is Shiyang.

But for her, Shiyang has always been just Shiyang.

She can understand that Fu Jingchuan chose to marry her out of responsibility and responsibility, and she can also understand his lack of love, so she chose to let herself and Fu Jingchuan go.

She didn't want her to be re-concerned and involved by Fu Jingchuan because she was Shen Yu.

She couldn't find Shen Yu's relevant memories, and in her heart, she and Shen Yu were two people who were completely separated.

She also had no plans to continue to be involved with Fu Jingchuan, and the child's problems were enough to make her confused.

But Shiyang knows that everything needs an end.

"When will the paternity test results come out?" Shi Yang asked Fu Jingchuan softly, "There is a result, whether it is or not, you can also tell me, so that I can have a bottom in my heart."

Fu Jingchuan stared at her for a long time, and nodded slightly: "Good."

"Regardless of the outcome, don't be obsessed with proving that I'm not her." Shi Yang added softly, "I don't have any memories related to Shen Yu, and I don't have any sense of identity with Shen Yu, even if I am her, don't look for her shadow on me, we are no longer alone."

Fu Jingchuan's gaze fell on her, and he didn't speak.

Shi Yang smiled slightly, did not speak again, and was about to sit back when she heard Fu Jingchuan's hoarse answer: "Good."

Shiyang smiled: "Thank you."

Fu Jingchuan looked at her without speaking, and for a while, he leaned over and hugged her.

Shi Yang did not struggle or hug back, just quietly let him hold.

Fu Jingchuan could sense Shi Yang's resistance.

She wasn't excited about the possibility of finding a family, she was just at a loss.

Her emotional loss that day was not accidental, but a small outburst under long-term emotional repression.

Fu Jingchuan was suddenly unsure, whether it was right to make such a confirmation at this time.

Therefore, when the paternity testing center called to inform him to go to get the test results, Fu Jingchuan did not go over immediately, and the person was sitting in the hotel office, his black eyes staring at the computer screen and lost his mind.

What I was eager to confirm suddenly seemed to lose its meaning.

Fu Jingchuan had never realized so clearly at this moment that even if Shi Yang was Shen Yu, Shen Yu would not come back.

There was nothing about Shen Yu in her memory, nor was there any memory related to Fu Jingchuan, who had completely disappeared from this world the moment she disappeared.

The reality is cruel, but it is also true.

Fu Jingchuan didn't know how he came to the paternity test center, and when the staff handed him the paternity test results, Fu Jingchuan only glanced at it and closed the report, his expression calm to Mu Ran.

In this world, there has long been no Shen Yu.