After I Stopped Sponsoring, the Female Leads Began Obsessing Over Me

73 – Lina Roswell’s sincere apology

“Ian…”

A gloomy room with the curtains half drawn.

Lina was lying blankly on the bed in her disheveled pajamas, her thinly folded black handkerchief wrapped around her neck.

People who know Lina’s lively appearance would be shocked to see this.

Lina also knew how pathetic she looked.

But at this point, it was easy for her to have dulled her feelings for Ian, but she just couldn’t do it.

“Just once. Apologize properly just once, so you can meet me one more time…”

I wish you would hold me tight like that again.

In fact, at this point, Lina lost her rational judgment.

The more I became obsessed with someone, the deeper I continued to dig into it.

After she had already come to her senses, she always wore the black handkerchief that Ian had given her around her neck, and used it to strangle her when she became anxious.

Whenever she got the chance, she would come close to Ian and secretly spy on him.

Danyana Silvia, recently, when she saw Ian hanging out with the princess, her feet were pounding, but there was a reason why she couldn’t approach him.

“I need to know my topic…”

Didn’t Lina herself already cause a lot of trouble to her Ian? She once came to him with a packed lunch, but she is the one who dumped him. She can’t help but be this stupid.

At that time, she excitedly dumped me and then became this obsessed. In terms of wisdom, isn’t it at the level of a midge or a slug?

“I’m sure Ian thinks that way about himself…”

If Ian thinks of Lina like that, then she herself is a slug. So, let’s be careful not to let her avoid Ian for no reason. Let’s be content just watching her from afar.

She promised that.

“But Ian, slugs aren’t that smart…”

Snail I keep imagining her subject.

Lina apologizes to her Ian and asks for his forgiveness, showing her own side. The sight of her Ian scolding Lina herself. So, she is doing her service to him to wash away her sins, so she works hard…

“Let’s go back to my hometown together…”

I am going back to my hometown located in a place with beautiful scenery of the central forest. So she introduces Ian to her younger siblings and takes her for a walk in the sunlight shining through the big trees. Waking up at dawn, sharing a packed lunch made with sweet and sour fruits and fresh vegetables, smiling happily… That’s what comes to mind.

“What a ridiculous idea…”

Lina hugged her pillow and buried her face.

As she thinks about Ian, she suddenly falls into this delusion. In fact, she is in a better state.

She was of no help to Ian at the disciplinary committee, and until she got a chance to talk to him once… It was pure hell.

It would be better to fantasize about a field of flowers spreading out in your head like this.

“… What kind of conscienceless imagination am I imagining? Come to your senses.”

It is right for Ian to have these delusions after he accepts her apology.

Lina, who had buried her face in her pillow to the point of suffocation, listened to the Kirtos terminal while lying down.

“Please, there are a lot of posts related to Ian…!”

The only place Lina can find her solace is on the bulletin board of the Kirtos Network. Thanks to the constant posting of posts about her Ian since her graduation ceremony, she was able to fill in some of the missing feelings in her heart.

As she was reading posts and leaving comments, she was happy that she felt like she was helping Ian.

—Crash, crackle.

Such joy is short-lived.

– There are no new posts.

“Ah…”

Lina’s face darkened rapidly.

An alarm rang on Lina’s Kirtos terminal as she was sleeping.

[Kir Talk!]

[A message has arrived from ‘Ian Black Angus’.]

“Hey, Ian?! Wow!”

Thump.

Forehead and nose hit by a fallen KirTalk terminal.

After enduring the burning pain by stroking it a few times, Lina hurriedly opened the Kill Talk terminal.

[Ian]: There is something I want to check. Can you come to this cafe?

[Lina]: Yes, yes. I’ll be there right away! Thank you!!

As expected, if it is confirmed.

“Am I a virgin or a non-virgin…”

Lina took down her pajama top for no reason.

“Ian even asked me directly the other day.”

Are you asking because you like women like that?

Lina heard that there are many men who are obsessed with the chastity of their partner.

Does that mean that Ian is interested in him as a member of the opposite s*x?

Lina’s ears turned red.

“Of course not.”

Kongdak. Kongdak.

Whatever it was, her heart pounded wildly just knowing that Ian wanted to share her story with her.

Lina ran straight to her closet.

Her outerwear was decided on quickly.

The problem was underwear.

“Woman, wouldn’t something simple be better?”

But would I look too childish if I wore something like this?

She did not want to miss the difficult opportunity.

Thump. Thud. Thud.

Lina’s heart was beating so fast as if it would burst.

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Her growth is not bad.

“No matter how bad it is, it’s a bit scary, isn’t it?”

No. It’s pretty good.

While waiting for her Lina, Ian checked her own condition.

I have finally become quite proficient at using transformation.

Even if low- to mid-level materials are a little far away, they can be easily transformed into easy shapes such as shields.

Assuming that mid-to-high-level materials such as Lunar are attached to the body, they can be freely shaped like gauntlets.

Even.

First, transform the Lunar covering the fist into the shape of a gauntlet.

— Sreung.

After that, it was also possible to transform it into something sharp like a dagger.

From the outside, it looks like a dagger extending from the back of the hand.

“I think it can be used as a variable.”

Ian was satisfied with the deformation.

No matter how private the room is, someone might be surprised if they see it.

“Huh! Hey, Ian! Ah, hello!”

Like a person who makes such a startling voice. Feeling reassured by the familiar voice, I turned my head to see that it was Lina, as expected.

The white blouse top contrasted nicely with the black choker, and the neat-looking yet flowy long skirt subtly highlighted her body.

The moment when Ian was trying to calm her down as she seemed a bit frightened.

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“Ah-yeah! I’m not scared of this, I’m just surprised. I know you’re good Ian!”

Lina was rather surprised and poured out her words as if she was sorry.

She then said that she was rather embarrassed by what she said.

“Ah, no! Being nice doesn’t mean being nice like a fool. Cool? Yes! Cool.”

What on earth do you want to talk about?

For some reason, whenever I meet her these days, Lina seems urgent, as if she is being chased by something.

“It’s okay, sit down and drink some water.”

“Uh, yes.”

“If you’re going to drink something, herbal tea will be fine, right?”

Ian seemed to need some calming down, so he ordered herbal tea.

“Of course! Yes, thank you!”

Lina bowed her head as if to say hello and then fixed her gaze on the table.

Ian was taken aback for a moment, but since this had already happened, he observed Lina carefully.

Now that I think about it, I think this is the first time since the ‘Blue Mushroom’ incident that I’ve calmly faced Lina like this.

We had met her just before the disciplinary committee, but Lina was so excited that she spilled out her words, and she was busy the day before the disciplinary committee, so it didn’t make much sense.

After that, Lina became depressed, as if she had lost her self-esteem.

‘Anyway, I guess there’s a lot I want to talk about.’

Ian glanced at the clock.

Now that I think about it, the princess will do all the miscellaneous preparations. It seems like nothing more important will happen after that.

If Lina can be used properly, it will definitely be of great help in this northern expedition…

‘Let me listen to the story a little bit.’

The moment Ian came to a conclusion…

Lina raised her head, clenching her fists as if making a promise.

“I, ok! I’ll speak well now without rambling like last time! I practiced a lot at home. So 15 minutes is enough! If only you, Ian, have the time.”

“Yes.”

“Thank you!”

Lina’s eyes shone brightly.

Her eyes are full of hope, like someone who wandered down a mountain path and found light.

“So what do you want to say?”

“Now, wait a minute!”

Ha-ha-ha-. Lina closed her eyes, took two deep breaths, and opened her mouth.

“I’ve been thinking a lot about you during that time. The actions you showed me, the words you sometimes said to me, the confessions you made to me in the past, and the cold look you gave me afterwards as if warning me.”

She seemed a bit deluded, but her Ian nodded for once.

“So – I concluded this. The incident where you left a suicide note after falling from the roof. That’s why someone framed you. I think all the misunderstandings about you started from there.”

“So you helped on the disciplinary committee.”

“Yes! Everything I said back then was something I truly believed! So, he must say this…”

Lina, biting her lip, struggled to open her mouth.

“I’m sorry.”

Lina continued speaking once she had opened her mouth.

“When you confessed to me, I’m sorry that I didn’t clearly reject you because I was thirsty for your help. I’m sorry that I took it easy on you, who was nice to me. And when you suddenly started to change and become popular, I was jealous of you. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I didn’t process those feelings properly and ended up using the power of the blue mushroom to attack you. I… Was wrong.”

Huddudduk.

Tears poured from Lina’s eyes.

Still, she closed her eyes and wiped away her tears.

Even as her lips parted, Lina opened her mouth.

“You took care of me, and then you looked at me coldly. So in the end, I gained courage. Let’s break the mold of good Lina, who had to live like a fool.

So you are my savior Ian. I’m a stupid idiot who stabbed the savior in the back. So, what if, what if…”

Ugh, hyung-

Even as she swallowed her tears and hiccuped with her emotions, Lina desperately opened her mouth.

“If you have the will to do that, well, I hope you punish me someday. Cursing me, hitting me… Whatever it is, I’m the one at fault. So, please don’t treat me like I don’t exist.”

Lina closed her eyes tightly and lowered her head.

As soon as she stopped talking, the surroundings became infinitely quiet.

The warm yellow light illuminates the surroundings in a cozy way, and the subtle scent of herbs calms the air.

— Fighting, fighting

Meanwhile, the sound of falling water drops was a teardrop that started from Lina’s eyes and wetted the back of her hand.

“…….”

Ian quietly looked at Lina.

– Kuuk.

Lina’s hand clenched into a fist trembled, as if waiting for her sentence.