A Wish to Grab Happiness

"- Unfortunately, you refuse. I'm very unwilling to keep my life for such a greenhouse-raised princess's fantasy of just being comfortable. I told you, I don't even feel like dying."

That's what I said, as soon as I shut my mouth. The expression shakes.

Yeah, I said. I said it. I don't know. I... But I have to tell you. I told you, it didn't work.

Just giving in to his words doesn't change anything, just being stunned by his eyes. My spirit remains imprisoned everywhere. Plus, as I said, I wasn't even willing to just ride the cheap plan.

The lips that are supposed to fix the leeway are distorted, the edges of the eyes tremble, and the knees are going to storm in fear unless they are contained. A flash of blankness brought into the room. No voice, no sound. It was something quiet. But that must definitely be the quiet before the storm.

Forced to fix his expression, he looks up. Eldis' blue eyes, I see them. Look, those eyes. Yes, those eyes. It's that glow I was afraid of.

Even the big eyes open to the max, and he is furious with the whole blue eye. That's not what I said wrong or anything. I'm just frustrated by what I've done to my teeth.

That's when I was convinced. Once upon a time, I was desperate here and now. So much, deep frustration. Oh, my God, you're crossing a dangerous bridge, the one named me.

Now it is the temperament of the noble and the reason cultivated over the years that suppresses her, Eldis. That's my lifeline, a thin thread that connects my life.

I'm scared. I'm scared.

"What is it? Then I'm not willing to give up, I guess that's what you were saying."

Eldis', stabbing words pierce the space. The edge of his voice is shaken by emotion, but trembling. I chewed my back teeth hard.

"You don't like it. This is why I hate people who are not responsible for words. In the end, you have to say something big just to make yourself look good."

Once past anger, it contained a mocking colour, somewhere. Really, a voice like that that that laughs off the whimper of a bug. The eyes are brilliant with mockery and relief somewhere.

Damn it. Oh, my God. My tongue doesn't move like it's paralyzed. I can see sweat waterfalls flowing down my neck.

Now I understand. Keep your words drooling over this guy like this, and don't end it. Then you shouldn't. It doesn't mess with anything.

But what's the matter? My body, my tongue. After being stunned by his eyes, neither his body nor his brain will try to move to Loc. Oh, my God, this guy.

Even the wind flows through his ears like a mockery.

"- In the end, you're the same. I'm timid, I can't do anything. You know, I heard you were somewhat of a well-known person. What luck may have overlapped before, but the allies that follow you, and the enemies that follow you,"

- Must be someone who's not even Loc.

Yes, the princess of the elf, she continued her words.

Cheng Cheng, that guy is great. Excellent, nasty words.

I wonder what this comfort is. I wonder what's wrong with this one. My mind is still buried with fear, and I have memories of a time when I was about to be trampled like a bug in the back of my brain. That's an indisputable fact.

But something, something different, was gushing out of the depths of his chest.

That's not like the anger that once scorched you. Even the hatred that covered your whole body is still different. What do you call this emotion?

But there's one thing I know.

After all, I mean, everywhere I go, I'm nothing but a dove rat. Nature and mouth, open.

"- Don't tell me, princess. Fine. I don't care where I say I am. Exactly. There is no difference in how clean you are and how much you are a rat. I've put my confidence in this hand, enough to count."

I didn't know, I was getting out of bed. My vision, which should have been a cloud, was clear, and the pulse of my heart, which was shrinking to fear, is now ringing.

He opened his eyes and let the words slap into his eyes, which contained slight agitation.

"But. There's one thing I can swear to you. My side, my enemies. They're definitely, yes, indisputably - heroes. I'm sure of that, and I don't doubt it."

I suppose so. I've never had confidence in myself. Instead, how can I be confident? Where is this man who crawled through the ground? Where in this spirit did you survive cutting off your dignity?

Therefore, if there is anything that can be said, it is none other than their business. Master of the Sword Trident, genius of sorcery, as such, undisputed hero.

They are both pride from the bottom of my heart and enemies to hate. What a complicated emotion. To say the least, I don't think I can say enough. There's no way you can make fun of them, make them look like me anymore, and get emotional.

Yeah, my lips, distorted away by fear, came back under me.

"Mostly, don't use me as an excuse."

That's what I said, pompous, as I spoke to Eldis, who had her lips open in amazement. That one, he told me to do whatever he wanted. Then it will be our turn now.

The comfort of crawling up from your heels is in your heart. I feel good. I'm trampling on the horrors of the past.

Besides, there's something I have to tell this woman.

"Excuses, 'cause. What time did I give you an excuse?"

Eldis' lips, they shake. The gaze seemed to be somewhere and even lacking in strength from time to time.

"Who wants to give up, Eldis? You must be yourself. You're trying to give up on your own will."

I thought there was something cunning about this woman. I showed it to you when you were mocking me earlier, the color of relief. That's for sure. Oh, good. You don't have to step out here yourself. That's what I thought. It's a spit out relief.

I know exactly how that feels.

The clogged spot is that this Eldis has not yet set his mind. I didn't give up, etc., so I just said the words to provoke them. If it were tomorrow, I might have taken down words against Varianne by saying it was a joke.

Yes, when it came to my face when I put it in words and included it, I didn't. The cheeks are red tide with shame, and the eyes are shaking with agitation, yet unable to return the words.

Back in the day, I couldn't know because I no longer threw up sanity somewhere.

Eldis, Princess of Elves, you are not like all the other heroes. Kalia Birdnick, Fialert La Borgograd, and Hert Stanley. She is not a hero who excelled neither in her abilities nor in her spirit, as they did. Just have extra power, poor woman.

Anyway, she was a woman who had the strength but could not stand on this tower and step outside.

The sexual roots must be terribly timid. Just like me.

"Princess. Like I said, I can't take your word for it. So I'll have you on my word. Let's get you into my flow so you can't get away with it."

As proof of that, Eldis couldn't say a word back to me, packing distance and eyeing each other. Just to be frightened, it just rocked my eyeballs.

Oh, well, that would be good. So is this woman.

He's not a hero holding emotions in his own hands, he's just a guide Yamako dancing by emotions.

If so, if so. Eldis, you're not my enemy anymore, either.